finding my true self

so many days struggling and thinking.. i still don't know who am I..
in front of my new friends..
i cant show out the real me..
I am a Gemini right?
why i cant show out my talkative..open character in front of new friends..
haiz...
anyway..anyhow..will still keep search and search till 1 day..I trust I will be I am who I am..
yup.. well..good luck to me ..!