[L]ife [U]nfair

Dear Blog,

My mood are down now lor......

Life really unfair......

why all of you treat her so bad?!huh?sososososo unfair!

she is your daughter....

she is your granddaughter u know...............

from the day she born...without someone....without LOVE...

Is you the one who make wrong choices....not she.....

Is you the one who bring her to this world...

She don't have the right to choose.....

You cooked unwillingly....

Never give her a SMILE...

Never praise her...

Never treat her as your granddaughter....

With assaulting....

without anyone to talk to

And now she had grown up....

She moved....

Had her own life...

with her "bad" friends

smoke...drink....

Just now she is drunk...

Talking nonsense.....

I can feel she is very sad now...

Lonely...

What can I do...

NOTHING...

You don't deserve my respect...

You always act in front of us...

don't think that I am stupid...

I know...

Went to old folks home in the morning..

every year my grandpa birthday,

he sure want to go to That old folks home to give ang pao...

every year also the same old folks 1...

I wonder why he don't want go to a poorer home to donate money...

No 1 dare to say anything....

his temper...you know la...

Hooi kor told me his wife feel a little jealous about me being his sis..

lolzzzz.....

I feel Cong kor wife also got a little le...

maybe because I always play with them lor...

YING~*

Zzzzzz

Dear Blog,

now my mood is just like the clear blue sky....LOL talking rubbish......

I wish that I have my own roon someday!

My kakak husband do black magic on her!

because he know that she want to divorce with him!

my kakak ~~ she er...

worst than me~~

Honestly, I am more matured than her ~~

She don't want her second husband anymore!

She told me her LOVE STORY before!

Its just like the old black and white Malay movie you watch in tv

lamezzz!

I tell her she can find a husband all over the world!

so she can be rich!

Just now I wear long sleeve go tuition!

At first I feel weird!

But soon many admire me because very very cold!

hahaha!!!

YING~*

A crazy daY

My Bm tuition teacher...when he speaks very funnyl lor!

just now at tuition so hot!hot until his whole shirt wet lor!maybe because too many "black thing"in front of us!wakakak


you see this hair so disgust!better don't sit behind her after her hair accidentally touch your things then you will have a nightmARE!wakakaka

Dear Blog,

Just now at tuition,the way the teacher speak very funny!

so I see him and laugh!

suddenly he said:"you see that girl!she is so guai!none talk like others!

I will definitely choose her as this class BEST STUDENT!"(in chinese)

oh gosh!!!

Everyone turn their head to see who is that girl....I quickly lower my head...then my friend ask me :"Ru Ying,you ar?"

"no...not me"!

teacher:"that girl,pls answer the question!"

GREAT people know its me already! =.=//

today Leong Kor tell me that he miss me!

face to face say o~~~~

haha feel so touch~~

I have more than 6 god brother before but not even 1 face to face tell me he miss me.....

keke ^^

Biscuit trousers got hole!

they say inseide is blue colour!

wakakaka!!!!!!!!

syiok! everyday talk none stop!

His friends very bad!

They saw and just laugh and say it out loud!

this kind of friends er throw in the rubbish bin also never mind!

people got self esteem 1 you know!

announce out so loud!

no brain lor!

HAHA...biscuit ....you must be very sad cause spoil your good image in front of your lover!

wakakakak...................!!!!!!

Biology teacher praise our class!

She say she love to teach our class the most!

if we maintain like this till form 5 we will get the best result in that form!

haha~~~

she is the second 1 who say like the o!

first is Noi Noi...math teacher!

last time I study 3A5!

this class got complain by many teacher!

no manners!

very noisy.....

bla...bla...bla....

have you ever feel that you were treated unfairly by your family members?

do you feel that any of your family members do not deserve your respect?

what makes you don't respect them?

tell me some of you opinion okay?

thx lotszzz!

YING~*

What others see from your style
~You are serious, wise, honest, friendly and able to keep promises. You can sometimes be a little bit boring. You believe in true love, but being passionate isn't your strong point. Try to think with your heart instead of your head sometimes.
yup,yup,yup true...

What your nightclothes reveal
~You're in need of love. You want to be taken care of and panic easily. You have a strong wish for security in your life.
not sure for now~

What others see from your ties
~You are kind and friendly. You are an uncomplicated person and enjoy exciting activities.
I hate exercise activities

What others see from your belts
~You don't like to show your feelings. Normally, you are gentle and friendly, but you don't like socializing. It can be difficult to get to know you well, and you probably only have a few close friends.
Ya I don't like showing my feelings. Socialise not bad,oh!ya its difficult to know me well

What others see from your shoes
~You are kind and open-minded. You may not be talkative, but you are friendly and enjoy the company of intelligent people. You always keep the secrets of others, and never play tricks on people.True~

What others see from your earrings
~You are attractive and unique. Wearing these sorts of earrings indicates that you are a romantic and easygoing person. You like to have people pleasing you, and your personality is bright and cheerful.
Lolzz romantic......

The last analysisYou are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

life ComplicateD

Dear Blog,

Life complicated.......

That's an accident occur early in the morning , near my house..

there's a traffic light and the ambulance can't move!

Luckily the driver know how to move their car to give a way!

Once I saw an ambulance trap lor...

It is prove that Malaysian still have human sense & common sense!

thx god~

aiks...so regret none bring camera to school today

many things happened in class lor
today we study 2 period only
Renu didn't teach

Tuan San,Chek Eng,Balan , Ashrab absent

although next friday exam but everyone as if finish SPM !lolzzz

the piggy , I feel one of his brain nerve got problem already..

you know what??

he bring a tea cup to school to eat his medicine!

TEA CUP u know?

the small small 1......oh no...

never mind la..

I am going to be a phsycologist doc ma so maybe I can treat him!

wakakakak

While he is sleeping, Bekini & I stick "F**K Me" behind his back

to make sure it sticks securely, Begini kesi kesi beat his back and ask him to wake up..

he is very mong lor!

when he realise got "F**k Me" sticking on his body he scold other people ar...haha pity lo that guy...

then he told me and bekini ,:"just now got someone call me wake up!sure is he/she stick 1!"

oh my gosh.....hahhaahah....piggy ar piggy why are you so ba????

Ah....! Finally this day have arrived!

Today I am absolutely,100% sure that I have no feelings for him anymore!

yeah yeah yeah! feel so relief!

thanks to him!ya...thank you so much !!! ^^

owl late to school again! everyday also late 1!hmm,hmm,hmm what she do at night le??! steal chicken...?

A song for you~*

知不知道当你还没来到这世界的时候 舅舅对你妈妈天天都吵架

恨她恨她 因为每天都让家里很多烦恼

没有一天好 婆婆天天睡不好 睡不到

因为担心你妈妈 我的姐姐会出事 会搞出很糟糕的事

婆婆天天怕 家里天天骂 没有一天好 希望有一天吧

到了今天你来这世界 我们生活变得变得更多火花

更多灿烂的火花 是因为你的笑容 是因为你带来希望

给了我们全家人知道 不要放弃 不要逃避 我的姐姐就是你的妈妈 (哈哈) 我的妈妈就是你的外婆 你知道吗 就等于你是我的家人 等于我家人

你与我们一起走未来的路 好吗 好吗 Siapa 是你吗？ 到底谁会疼爱我啦

为什么我一个 Mengapa Dimana 是否爱会存在的啊

Siapa disana 一天一天我们看着你慢慢地长大 你已经开始会讲话

有时候很不听话 (哈哈) 你这坏蛋有时候会讲笑话 真的没办法 真的没办法

我在想你以后会不会也这样的开心 我很担心你以后会不会做工不专心

我很怕你以后没有人照顾 那真的不幸 所以你一定要学会独立照顾自己

知道吗 现在婆婆和妈妈都一直担心你 放了全部时间和希望 为了你

所以 不用怕 不要失望如果同学们欺负 说你没有爸爸 算甚么 最重要

现在有疼你的外公外婆妈妈舅舅 那就够了 慢慢来 慢慢学 要乖哟

不要学坏 那就已经够了 那就已经让我们骄傲了 听到吗 eah~ Siapa 是你吗？ 到底谁会疼爱我啦 为什么我一个 Mengapa Dimana 是否爱会存在的啊

Siapa disana 单亲妈妈请你不要放弃 人生也许捱不下去 日子每天都有新的惊喜

为了孩子要努力活下去 单亲妈妈请你不要放弃 人生也许捱不过去

有我们陪你走下去 Siapa 是你吗？ 到底谁会疼爱我啦

为什么我一个 Mengapa Dimana 是否爱会存在的啊 Siapa disana Siapa 是你吗？

到底谁会疼爱我啦 为什么我一个 Mengapa Dimana 是否爱会存在的啊

Siapa disana

YING~*

ZzzZ normal day

Dear Blog,

Zhou2 absent again! always absent but his result still so good 1 wor!

hmm,hmm,hmm nothing interesting happened today~~~~

Yoyoyo ,got 1 member want to resign from Kiwanis club! teacher advisor already say cannot resign....I feel that just because of she feel that the shirt is too expensive........this is a charity club just expensive a little also...haizz...sickening....

tell u something~~~

my class got 1 crow~~~

why is she called cr0w???because she...TALKS a lot!and LOUD~~~

She always fly around boys and she loves say this to boys:"after I beat ur AsS er!"+++oh my god!!!!she act so digusting++++=.=//

oh damn!!!why so many prob 1??????less 1 mark also so noisy!!!!!! somemore say 1 to complain!!!eat SHIT la!!!highest mark also 10 only!!!you want 10 mark huh?????!!!!!!!!!so "F"!all S*X ! little bit complain complain complain~~~~arghhhhhhh~~~~~~~

cool down~cool down~cool down~

P.S:pls don't be angry if you know anyone I wrote here! maybe some comment to me will do.

YING~*~*

GooD dAy!

Dear Blog,

Just now went to see show house again!suddenly my sis,kakak and I saw an owl at neighbour house!At first we "admire"the owl .....I never see an owl before......then my kakak shouted "yeee...e..."! We ran so fast out the house!you know why????u know why????? Because that house....got......."PENUNGGU"........!!!Normally owl don't come out in the afternoon!only night!futhermore owl live on tree not house!oh no so scary.....

Today take graduate photo! still got 1 year to go! but seems like going to gradute already..hehe....oh no !!!!!the SCB ..when she take photo so many ppl l00king at her.....be tong nia!!!this kind of sh** girl...

After reccess I have nothing to do so I write on the board "Owl , sila jumpa Mr Ho di bilik disiplin"! She seems so worry le!"why Mr Ho want to find me???charm ad la.....pig breast,should I go and find him??"Everybody knows bluf one!I feel sorry to make her worry so ask them want to tell her a not!they said wait she go and find him time only tell ar! hahaha~~~ Pity owl!Sure is do wong thing only so scared la!btw Mr Ho office is in bilik dicipline 1 meh?keke......

Li Li say biscuit gentlemen!! oh my god.....He this kind of people ...GENTLEMEN??????????????I feel Bear is the most good 1 la!

YING~*

thX GOD!

Dear Blog....

Phew!!!Luckily today xxx no kena rasuk!thank god!haha~~~Datuk gong bao you me^^keke.......

He like angry me lor!because that day I scold him......sms also don't want to reply....Its not my FAULT le !who ask you mouth so much ar!!!!!mind my bussiness.......

just now I bring Teng Teng present give him! he seems very like it! His reaction satisfy me.....none like LTL gave him the present like no reaction!

I feel owl treat fish is cross the friends limit already!

But she disagree...bekini also say so! I love to hear her laughter!whenever my mood are down I felt better after hear her laugh! crazy huh?!

Pek Chek gf very no manners! She talk to me like I owe her a million thousand lor! Then Bekini complain to Pek Chek and assure him don't tell back his gf~~~ "Ru Ying...sorry......."huh?sry???

I kesi ask her why say sorry to me ! She say cause she be rude to me.....Phek Chek ......."Duo xia li" ya!!

oh no oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!The Leo Ku say I like Toto!NO WAY !!! I have such bad taste meh?huh????I always talk to Toto cause want to pinch him only ma! Bekini also always talk to Leo Ku la! why u didn't say she like u......sob........=.=//

YING~*

watever

Dear blog,

early morning already went to pg....late evening only come back lor!

Yoyooyo,everytime go shopping my mum also buy her things until so long 1 lor!!!we wait...n wait...n wait.....then after she is done she'll say:''lets go back"!omg.......whta about my stuff le??I also want to shop and buy my things le!!

just now went to c show house...I also prefer to stay back Teluk Air Tawar!

all the house not bad! but my parents got lots of comment lor!not complaining ~~jz telling.

why so many pillars.....yee,the garden so small....y the house so small.....the kitchen no good....the house compound is too small.....the house near the damp area.....lolzzzz particular huh?!keke...

Abalone told me bekini looks unhappy during yesterday tuition!OF COURSE la!the LTL always talk to FoyFoy! He er ,very charm! gt new friends time dont heed us anymore!

tomorrow chemist period hope she dont kena rasuk hantu again lor! everytime chemistry period she very very noisy 1!!!so irritating! arghhh!you can't understand my feelings!

YING~*