a busy life~

+24 hours+

Long time no write blog already lor..

coz very busy nowadays..

my time can divide into a few parts..

tuition, for Him..,miss Him...dreaming...do revision,...sleep...

can say not enough use also lehz..

act enough to use 1..

bt now thoughts of him all the time..lolzz

waste my time nia lor..

but I enjoy them too..lolz

ha ha...so mao dun..

+frens+

That day I online then soha seems urgent to talk to me lehz..

I want to go out that time ..

then tues I ran into her at school gate...

I ask her whats wrong...

well its her best fren prob ..

she say I am good at giving her advice..

I am glad to help her

cause U r my best frens ma..

hahax...i feel happy lehz..

means I m suitable to bcome a psychology consultant huh?

That day I went to canada education fair..

Mr Su told me study psychology need to work in TANJUNG RAMBUTAN for 1 year lehz..

oh my gosh!!!

haha...soha u accompany me work there la..

u go in and bcome d "asam" wash toilet 1

wakakak~~

hmm..I'll reconsider ..

+My Dear+

I can feel he change a lot now...he bcome a happier person. seems like a while he didnt say bout his melancholia ad..I am so glad^^

someone told me before that its suffer to be with him~

yea.. its true but that's past tense

I can see the stars of ours getting brighter^^

one day, when we ARe ready.. the star will be the brightest of all stars in the dark sky

dear plan to further his studies in texas..

told me that his future U are pro in nanotech n also psychology..

he ask me to follow him..

I just joke with him no money then he said he'll sponsor half for me

lolz...u sponsor ur dad's $$$ ..wat la u...

i know he wants me to follow him there but what bout my mum?

let her know I want to folow dear to taxas to study..she'll kill me men..

dun siao siao ..

+EXAM+

shit~`~~ so fast lamezz exam is just aroud d corner...

damn lazy to study lehz..

half heart tell me dun put too much presure half brain tel me mz pia ...

aiyo,... my class d galz very pia lor..

tolong...dun so pia la..

make me scare nia..

nw i still can sitting here on9...

will burn midnight oil then..

good luck to me...

+irritate ppl+

got 1 gal in my class very fan 1..

she dun hav frens...

i feel pity for her so din show out tat i dislike her..

5 years!!! y she none fan xing what's d cause of ppl dun like her le?

dun she realise many ppl dislike her?

she er.. borrow my humwork so long and nt yet return..

can't stand anymore..

jz nw when she talk to me I try as hard as possible to dun express me irritation bt failed to do so..

even sit at d back ppl tel me my expression when talking to her...

pls change ur attitude la... u want to be lonlely forever huh?

Are there someone like this in your heart?

在你心中有这样的一个人吗？got..
你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。nop....
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。nop...　

也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。kind of...
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。right!
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。luckily its not too late yet^^
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。we still wait for each other..
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。yup!once upon a time

不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。right..a very close friends..
但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。yup!
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。true..
他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。ya..very mao dun

他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。not quite
男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。kind of..
每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。
一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。 last time feel like this lor

你宁愿这样关心他， 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。thought of once upon a time
你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。yaz...
特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。rite..as sis..
做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？not good~always get hurt
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了，
常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。
unworth it to loose someone like this

因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。
有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。
也是可惜，也是遗憾！
但还有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . . （完）

亲爱的朋友，但愿您也能感受到文中的精蕴吧！
珍惜身邊人~被人喜歡的時候，不懂珍惜，總是放手錯失了難得的緣分。
男女雙方有人主動有人被動，跟著時代的演變，兩性觀念漸漸開放，不再規定女生被動或是男生主動的規則。
愛人與被愛，誰比較幸福呢？

我想，你若是不懂得珍惜體諒，誰都無法獲得真正的幸福吧。
被愛的人總有一種居高臨下的情結，儘管來喜歡我吧，你必須要照著我的規矩來，愛上我飽受折磨的會是你，我可不像其它人相同隨便，如此容易的追分成功。

雞蛋捧在手心，你得仔細呵護，不是等到掉在地上以後，才詫異的後悔怎麼會破掉。
愛，是不能開玩笑的，更不可能兒戲。
在愛情的世界裡，不像其它有許多種的選擇，愛只有喜歡與不喜歡，
喜歡就讓對方知道，伸出你溫柔的手，不要讓對方舉手太久，手舉久了，
就算不酸痛遲早也會麻痺。
愛因為有你而精彩，沒有你的愛只有黑白，遼闊的人海，哪裡找到與自己有默契的人呢？
戀愛的人常常陷入滿分的陷阱，東挑西選，總以為下一個會更好，下一個是永無止盡的問號，就算讓你找個百分之百的情人，那又如何呢？

他對你想法，是否也是百分之百？
如果不是，你是不是還要繼續尋找？
費爾巴哈的詩語，也是值得深思的：
「假如你不讓樹木長葉、開花、結果，它就會枯死，
假如你不讓愛表現自己，也會死於自己的愛情裡。」

在這個世間，每個人都曾經有過與我相同的心情，在路上寂寞的等待，等待另一個人的出現，你是存在的，只是從未出現。
每個人都在等待另一個人，等得到等不到，都有不同的劇情發展，如果你曾經等待過一個人，你就能明白愛情的動人。
不過等一個人，與等到一個對的人，往往後者必須花費更大的代價，如果，你永遠等不到那個人，你會不會接受自己身邊的人？
愛你的，不一定是在天涯地角，很可能只在咫尺天涯。

好複雜的心情哦。。。。

I really love this pic...

Yue jing and me have lots of things in common...

She seems like understand everything

My feelings la,my favorite la and even our future partner..hehex..

She love 洋人~me too^^

I told yan I love 洋人..

I can saw on her forehead got /// swt le...=.=...

Tell u something...we even wish to marry western guy...lolx

We chat none stop on kiwanis gathering day although we know each other for not long

seems to know each other through decades....ha ha

2 of my sis say both of us like Sisters!

I think they jealous...haha...

To be true I and my sis also none so good..

I can't talk my thoughts with my sis..

erm,how to say le...

their thinking is different ... always anime only...lolx

maybe I don't understand them too laz...

GS activity today..

got 1 couple in GS so we ask them come out so we can ask some "question"...hahax...

we ask the girl: 你覺得你的男朋友帥嗎？

she node immediately

then we ask the boy:你覺得她美嗎？

He pause for a few seconds anly node his head.

Charm la him...somemore have to think 1...lolz..

This year GS got go activity luar..

Got ppl suggest Pulau Jerejak.....Taman Robina...Bukit bendera...

oh mi gosh.....

I suggest 1 day trip to all Penang shopping mall..lolx

of course....my suggestion is not going to be consider la....

The P.Jerejak last time don't know got what virus ppl send to there 1.

Don't know the virus still there not...lolxxx

Dangerous.....

so sianzz la all the places....

The worst is Tmn. Robina....=.=//

The beach in front my house..

All Malays and their "friends"= crow + rubbish

Actually I don't know tell Siao Po is right or wrong lor....

I think that if I didn't tell her, if something unpredict happened, I scare she will got hurt badly....

But now I told her...i feel like I am a bad person lor.......

His body really weak de lor...

last year always see him take medicine..

this year sick still not yet recover..

Really worry bout him...

I really miss him nowadays...

我的心情好複雜。。。現在我們的狀態處在簡訊罷了。。將來的溝通一定很有問題。

He ask me tommorrow got go tuition not..

I guess he want to ask me eat together..

I already plan to reject him..

When he Really ask me...I hardly say no le....

Oh no....Have lunch with him.....?.....

now I feel so nervous le....

Charm....I cannot concentrate do my homeowrk already la......

Yooo, I hate this stupid feelings lor...

always make my mood got so complicated 1...

own fault......haiz.....esther.....help me...

charm already la now

the history replay....

how can I face exam with this kind of mood......

sobxxx.....

sobxx....

sobx.....

sobx....